I took a wild guess that this was you! :) <3
There’s a part of me wanting to reconnect with them, but there’s another part of me wanting to just let it be. I do miss them, but they’ve found better people to talk to. Often times, I blame myself for drifting from them. I see people drift from one another but mainly from lack of interest in one another or because of an argument. I really wish I didn’t drift from so many people.
Fuck that. Don’t tell her she deserves someone better than you. Man up and show her that you can do better. Be the “better” for her. If you truly love her, change for her. Its a fucking excuse if you tell her that she can do better than you. You’re just bagging on yourself and giving her a chance and a reason to leave.